Saturday, November 11, 2006
Hi BLOGGY...!!
Since last nite, i had an arugement with my family members, at that moment i am really very angry over it... as i really dun get their thinking, our views towards things is always different.
Early in the morning, i received msg from Meow. Her msg hurt me badly, as if i was in the wrong in this problem.. i really feeling helpless at tt moment, i dun wad to do, no one ever know me well, since that msg i been in a totally bad mood.. i even cried.. Seen stupid. Ya i noe, Not tt i dun wanna share my problem with em, is tt i find it pointless talking to em which eventually returned a reply which upset mi more. Ya, maybe chris was right, people will do comparison without any intention, i agreed. i compare my family against friends, i am in the wrong, i noe tt...but, haf they ever understand why??although they tok to mi regard tis issue, i nv reply any word, maybe i am avoiding frm situation?? but my character is always like this, i am really too pamper... i really miss my Ah Gong now.. how i wish i could return to the past where no one ever restrict me.. but i can't, i had to grow up!!!
Although things had came to an agreement, nth i could do to it nw. In fact, i must be satisfied to it. But, i think in my family members eyes, i will always a Kid!! with all sought of inmature & childish thinking, it will really hard 4 mi to grow up in their eyes..
Btw, orh~ my eyes is Swollen now, its painful but, i tink my heart is even more painful
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