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Thursday, December 14, 2006

something serious happened last night.. we been sitting at the void deck erm?? nearly 3 hours bah??
this was not my first time saw her like this.. i am feeling so afraid and scared.. i scared i was also being influenced by the atmosphere.. i think i was not surpose to say out that.. i am feeling guilty now.. Damn..
i dun wish to see any people to get hurt, yet i am hurting some one.. sorry.. hope nothing really happened.. at that moment, she need a shoulder, she need to scream, she need a lot of things, then i realise all human are fragile.. not only me, not only her, is all human.. we may seen to be strong does not mean that we are really strong.. we need embrace we need adore and love that fact.. no one can live without that..
i dun understand why i am crying now?? i find that MSN so cruel?? or i am really guilty?? i can only be a helping hand, nth i can really bother much..
i am sorry!! dui bu qi..

i am in a urge to smoke all in a sudden, i wanna get myself drunk so that no one will bother me.. i wanna scream out loud.. !!!!!!!!!!!


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